Sunday, December 30, 2007
pause.
our world is filled with gut-wrenching beauty. and each of us experiences it in different ways--some of us see it with our eyes, some with our hands, others with our words. this year, let's reflect on the amazing ways we are able to see beauty in our lives, instead of what we don't accept and what we think must change. happy new year, kids.
Friday, December 21, 2007
this is only five percent of my current thought load.
although, in december, there's no extra time to do so.
this morning, my coworker gave me a plant, perfectly wrapped in crinkly red craft paper. it's called a creeping jew, which i find a very odd name, though equally odd is the thought that it probably has a more "acceptable," non-offensive pseudonym. i will bring it home to creep a little more. we've been eating many chocolates and making many more and i've been running around in a new wool trench, purchased for the amount of $8.20 at the hospice home store. most everyone has put up with my exhaustive cheeriness with a smile and a laugh. alfred takes care of me at home, beckoning me to cuddle on the couch and take a rest from running.
tonight will be some of the last fits of energy that i have left. being a bad friend, i have not yet sent out various cards and assorted trinkets, and must do so by tomorrow, so that they'll have their postmark before the magical date of December 24th. then i'll put out the new towels and blankets for the folks, wrap some presents, and finally set up my *new* early christmas present of the printer/scanner, so that i can share more with you than words.
Sunday, December 9, 2007
maple leaves.
Friday, December 7, 2007
Pure Genius.
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
know it all.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
"People say life is the thing, but I prefer reading."
What i brought back, in no particular order:
neverland.
in the winter, and most any time of year, we would go for drives along the western shores of the st. croix river. somehow, my father always knew the spots where we could park and crawl down the steep slope, grabbing on to branches that grew horizontally so as not to slip and roll down head first. some places even had old, twisted stairs that showed up in your peripheral vision, but the drivers prefered to stay on the platform in the lot, snapping panoramic pictures of wisconsin. i imagine that my father had gained experience in the founding of small holes in the conventional world by having similar adventures as a child with his two brothers.
time lost its sense down here, all there was were trees and leaves and the river and your imagination. we explored (with much trepidation) dark caves deep in the cliffs, full of foreign marks and dan was here, 1967. yes, you could still find arrowheads in the 1980s, and on one particularly bold expedition, he and maija even discovered their own secret waterfall. we carefully noted the types of rocks and trees and the stories of the people who knew this land far before we came into existance. you didn't want to get too close to the edge, because the st. croix didn't ease in as many other rivers and lakes do, it cut through the land in a way that it was a sheer drop, at least 10 feet deep right at the edge. its verocity decreased in the winter, when in certain places it turned to ice, and we would slide across (tapping a stick in front to check the depth) to a nearby island and do a little dance, both because it was so cold and because we had set foot on a previously unattainable location. i remember, his glasses would fog up in the below-freezing weather and he'd tilt his head down to look over them, which made him look particularly erudite as it made his eyebrows raise a little and his brow furrow.
this was the land before it was claimed down to shore, before it became someone's "beautiful scenic view." the caves are now boarded shut with cement and the signs to the stairwell taken down.
however, if you know where to go, you can still slide under the bars while no one's looking.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
wish you were here.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
on a matter of life and death.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
kings and queens.
Monday, November 5, 2007
seriously.
sorry, but this post isn't going to address that.
when i originally began this blog, I wanted it to be a forum to display and receive feedback on my art, photos mostly. but i haven't quite gotten coordinated down here yet with the developing and all. and i got a little off track having fun posting things otherwise.
in a direct rip-off of jeremy's nicely put retrospective, i have decided to post some older pictures of my own.
Friday, November 2, 2007
liverpudlians galore.
granted, the video goes from quaint to bizarre, but i like their energy. this is for you, kid.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
fall crafts.
tonight i have to leave it.
this is what i did tonight:
-i put on my workout clothes
-i took a nap
-i realized i was freezing and put on slippers
-i paid my bills
-i made a new cd for the car while downloading mp3s of the day
-i watched said songs on you tube
-i read my email
-i yelled "i'm bored"
-i took off aforementioned workout clothes
-i walked alfred
-i battled with alfred over bringing giant sticks into the house to chew
-i fed alfred
-i left a message for a friend regarding starting a dinner party group
-i started the 10-29-07 New York Magazine crossword
-i watched the Daily Show (with the Mets' David Wright)
-i made eggs and a tofu dog
-i watched the Colbert Report
-i ate two mini boxes of nerds (grape and strawberry)
-i called my mom
-i watched more videos on you tube
-i chatted with a friend
-i thought about reading a book
-i looked at craft ideas on marthastewart.com
-i decided that tomorrow night i need a plan
Sunday, October 28, 2007
For those who don't like Sundays.
this song has never failed to lift my spirits. i keep it in storage to bring out every once in a while to make me smile. now don't you feel better?
pavement-carrot rope.
frenzy.
sometimes we all feel this frenetic.
amazingly enough, this video was made with 1500 inkjet prinouts over the course of 3 days.
(cut off your hands-you and i)
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
"Destiny may have to teach you to tell the difference between fact and fantasy more clearly."
last night i dreamt that somebody loved me. the house was large and white, magnolias and weeping branches. and in the warm sunshine and brightness of the kitchen i stood, gazing at your warmth. everything was light and i could see clearly. and i leaned forward and whispered all of those things, that which had filled my heart's vessel, now i was pouring into yours.
My brain functions better when accompanied by musical instruments.
The Silver Seas-"Country Life"
Friday, October 19, 2007
the long drive home.
mason jennings and i keep missing each other. despite the fact that i have tried to see him numerous times, something has always gotten in the way. tonight i drove to asheville, having known about the show for some time, and shocked to find it sold out. in north carolina! humbled, i drove home, (stopping at target), clenching the wheel, waiting for there to be a next time.
i'm hoping for there to be a next time. i believe in next times.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
i wish i was a beautiful latin woman.
federico aubele-postales
Fascism, anyone?
Thursday, October 11, 2007
american colonial.
i'm looking forward to minneapolis at the end of November, exploring the new Walker (yes, i haven't been there yet), the bakeries, the record shops, and of course stock up at Penzey's and Aveda. i will further reinforce the american colonial in my head with some good old midwestern charm.
and--maija would be proud--i'm even starting to think about christmas. i know it's going to be a big deal here (i'm sort of looking forward to that) and that decoration and celebration will abound. i have my own gas fireplace in my home (do you believe it?) and will have a tree. i'm looking forward to the whole family visiting and showing them around. for maij, all of the best, most quaint, and historical snippets: Biltmore House, Grove Park Inn, and Carl Sandburg House in full decoration, shopping at Mast General and the farmer's market, and hiking through the mountains among other things.
the cold weather has me musing. there's so much on my mind at the moment. but nothing some hot chocolate and a tofurkey sandwich won't help sort out.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
slacker.
below: mr. snagletooth, in all his glory.
realizing that i probably should have changed the oil 1,000 miles ago. hemp sandwiches anyone?
nessa's pro nature shot.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
look me in the eye
now comes a new book, which i'm very interested in, but haven't read yet. if anyone has, i'd love to know what you think.
as a side note, this guy is the older brother of augusten burroughs. their little convo about the book is pretty funny.
my apologies for the incoherency of this post.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
this is not the Onion
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
play with your hands
i've been on an odd technology/diy/design/make it with your own two hands kinda kick for the past brief while. in my head those things all go together in some way or another.
herein follows a random list of craziness:
at work while searching for a decent photo release form, i came across lifehacker, a plethora of technologically relevant information so gi-normous that to absorb every tip given, you would have to live your entire life on the puter.
and then i met clocky, the mechanical counterpart to my personality: sleepy, cute, and squirmy. he ingeniously runs away and starts incessantly beeping when you try to snooze him more than once. he's the soulmate for someone who doesn't even realize she's hitting her alarm clock any more.
note to others: whenever you are considering purchasing anything for me, this, along with a wide angle lens, is what i want. (i am shameless.)
and yet another find, thanks to my dad's crazy connections, is the neat design blog core 77. i plan to build myself a light tent , after which i will stand with one foot on top of the kitchen table and declare myself some sort of conqueror.
on top of this, i've also been strangely drawn to a lot of dj-mixed music, recently in particular the genius of MSTRKRFT. their remix of block party's two more years is brilliantly danceable.
my life has become a series of blips and bleeps.
Monday, September 17, 2007
weathering the storm
you do, somewhat. but that's really mostly my fault. i've been delinquent in my writing for the past week because i've been a busy bee. you see, it all started when i finally met some people my own age. for the first time in months, i was able to exhale and sit on someone's couch and drink a cider and listen to old friends talk about their brother's awful cars and how they rode to school in winter in a convertable. and it was nice to be accepted into that. it felt so very normal that for a moment, i forgot that i'm the odd man out. that combined itself with the next evening of intense inspiration, sitting again, listening again, but this time to two artists who i was only so lucky to see. and again, it was so normal, and so beautiful, and it made me want to make beautiful things with myself. and then on top of that the next night i make strides in being that person, pittering away with senora, practicing my trilling rs, adding a little spice into this pale sea-water eyed body of mine. and then yet the next night i ran to another piece of me, this time with the dogs and the children and their eyes lit up, despite the pain they were going through and i knew that this was just as important as the other things and something that made me feel deeply. and yet the next night i was in another new place, with other friends, for them, eating free food and looking at totally foreign design elements that i could never afford. but i was recognized. i was the director they had met before and oh what a good job i was doing and what wonderful work i do. i was that somebody, that difference in someone else's life, beginning to be that person i strive for. and i sat on the porch at night and said, very loudly for all to hear, that if ever there was a need i would be there in an instant. and i was. and i wanted to be. and oh lord, where does this go now, but that was the most normal thing of the week, despite being quite oppositely so. so i proceed cautiously, but with true intent.
oh dear, maree's week has been extraordinary, to say the least.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
for loves sake.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Friday, September 7, 2007
words of wisdom.
in the wide open air.
Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.
And when things start to happen,
don't worry. Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll start happening too.
Working for the weekend.
1) Tomorrow, I am finally getting myself to a record store. Am expecting to become totally overstimulated and spend way too much money. And then I am roaming the city. My adventures to be updated next week...
2) Christian Bale. Cowboys. What's not to love? (Am I the only one who is freaking out a little waiting for the new Batman movie?)
3) Farm Aid has always been one of my favorite organizations because they support individual people so essential to this country. We've forgotten where our food comes from. And how better to spread the word than to use music? This weekend they host their concert in NYC.
4) If you've been reading my blog, you've seen how much I love Charles Vess. Well, he's here on Monday, (*little dance to myself*) so I have something to look forward going back into the week.
Thursday, September 6, 2007
What book are you?
You're One Hundred Years of Solitude!
by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Lonely and struggling, you've been around for a very long time.
Conflict has filled most of your life and torn apart nearly everyone you know. Yet there
is something majestic and even epic about your presence in the world. You love life all
the more for having seen its decimation. After all, it takes a village.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
A Day in the Life
I'm jealous that I missed it. (though, some of the photos more than make up for it).
Sunday, September 2, 2007
A good week overall.
Musically, i've come across a lot this week. Been listening to some old cds pulled out while moving, and some new things, thanks to derek's links that he sent me. Here's a little list:
Satisfact-I bought their self-titled a long time ago in college. "Demonstration" is my favorite. "I'm in a bad way" is also a good song. Although no longer together, they were the pre-cursor to the dance-oriented indie music, though a great deal more dissonant.
Black Lips-(see previous post)
The Spits-Old fashioned (punk, that is) and just as sweet as candy corn.
Jamie T (above post)-listen to "Salvador," the opening wail reminds me a lot of jonathan richman. unfortunately couldn't find the video for it, so i gave you the gem above.
MSTRKRFT-awesome dance music out of canada. love their remix of the panther's "thank me with your hands"
new Interpol-they're dirty, and make me ashamed of myself, but i love them
Elvis Perkins-"While you were sleeping"-in the vein of Mason Jennings
More to follow...
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Thursday, August 30, 2007
so in love.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
*toot toot*
Intelligent children are more likely to become vegetarians later in life, a study says.
A Southampton University team found those who were vegetarian by 30 had recorded five IQ points more on average at the age of 10.
Researchers said it could explain why people with higher IQ were healthier as a vegetarian diet was linked to lower heart disease and obesity rates.
The study of 8,179 was reported in the British Medical Journal.
Twenty years after the IQ tests were carried out in 1970, 366 of the participants said they were vegetarian - although more than 100 reported eating either fish or chicken.
Men who were vegetarian had an IQ score of 106, compared with 101 for non-vegetarians; while female vegetarians averaged 104, compared with 99 for non-vegetarians.
There was no difference in IQ score between strict vegetarians and those who said they were vegetarian but who reported eating fish or chicken.
Researchers said the findings were partly related to better education and higher occupational social class, but it remained statistically significant after adjusting for these factors.
Vegetarians were more likely to be female, to be of higher occupational social class and to have higher academic or vocational qualifications than non-vegetarians.
However, these differences were not reflected in their annual income, which was similar to that of non-vegetarians.
Lead researcher Catharine Gale said: "The finding that children with greater intelligence are more likely to report being vegetarian as adults, together with the evidence on the potential benefits of a vegetarian diet on heart health, may help to explain why higher IQ in childhood or adolescence is linked with a reduced risk of coronary heart disease in adult life."
Intelligence
However, she added the link may be merely an example of many other lifestyle preferences that might be expected to vary with intelligence, such as choice of newspaper, but which may or may not have implications for health.
Liz O'Neill, of the Vegetarian Society, said: "We've always known that vegetarianism is an intelligent, compassionate choice benefiting animals, people and the environment.
"Now we've got the scientific evidence to prove it. Maybe that explains why many meat-reducers are keen to call themselves vegetarians when even they must know that vegetarians don't eat chicken, turkey or fish."
But Dr Frankie Phillips, of the British Dietetic Association, said: "It is like the chicken and the egg. Do people become vegetarian because they have a very high IQ or is it just that they tend to be more aware of health issues?"
Monday, August 27, 2007
good things.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
cats and dogs.
this is the life.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
i wish i may i wish i might
Friday, August 24, 2007
For Lunar Nerds.
Friday, August 17, 2007
Photo Op
Monday, August 13, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Little Britain
Monday, August 6, 2007
Friday, August 3, 2007
Point and Shoot.
He travels quite well.
In other obsessions, I recently purchased a Charles Vess book with a collection of his work on ballads. I didn't know who he was until I came across the following poster last August, hanging in a window in Asheville. I was told that in the illustration world, Mr. Vess is quite well known.